Let me pencil that in.....conceive child.....

Ok just got back from the fertility Dr. which in and of itself is kind of funny, I always think of kokopeli when I say "fertility Dr." We now have a real plan for getting pregnant, it involves lots of medical intervention (though not as much as could be). It's completely and totally unromantic, or "magical" or even marginally normal. *sigh* I hate that my body has decided to not do the one thing that God told a womans body to do. Ovulate. *sigh* Stupid body. Stupid ovaries. *sigh* *frustration* *feelings of failure* I know, I know, there wasn't really anything I could do, at least I don't think so. It's just not what I ever envisioned, then again, I'm certain SIL didn't ever envision not being able to have kids at all, so. I'm happy that the Dr. seems to be positive that this should work well. Cross your fingers. Much better yet, light me a candle and pray.

-Fox